• #don't follow if. . .

If your are rude, fake, a pedo, homophobic, don't respect LGBTQ, a slut, likes incest, manipulative, a liar, an abuser, someone who encourages bad behavior in others, a ghoster, or even harasses me, or one of mi friends!!
None of this will bee tolerated by any means!I do not like fake people like fake friends, lvers, etc. If your only goal in life is to hurt me in the end then I'll do it back Idrc just don't fck with me. I will hex people if you double-cross me. I do not like beeing betrayed or hurt in any way, shape, or form, so just know if you hurt me, you'll get the same back but probably worse, so if misfortune happens in your life, most likely it was because of me. Just don't cross me and you'll bee fine.Mainly looking for a serious relationship as well so if your not serious and cannot commit to me fully like mi needs and desires plz and kindly get out and don't date me period. I want something serious not no one night stand or any of that bullshit, if you lv me you would do everything you can to make me happy and stuff like that so plz if you ain't serious then don't date me, that simple <33 I also want someone who respects me deeply and will talk things out with me but also respect mi boundaries and understands when I'm uncomfortable with something and see mi pov of things.Plz do not date me if your just gonna call me the B word while were dating, emotionally abuse me, call me childish (yes it triggers me), ghost me, act hot and cold with me, ask for innapropiate pics, or any of the sort. I'm tired of beeing treated like shit in rs like I'm nothing to someone when I want to bee someones everything.

• #mi followers <33

Best friends:
Vivi♡♡♡♡, Jelly♡♡♡♡, Tavia♡♡♡♡, and others-
Mi main fav's/fav are Vivi, Jelly, Tavi, lv you little sillies <33Vr fam
Zack is mi sweet kiddo, Mars bars is mi little brother, and mi wife Vivi!!♡♡♡♡ Yall are like family to me since mi real fam is never really here for us so ty guys for always being there for me <33 I'm also very protective of mi family so plz do not mess with them plz and ty.

• #triggers and fears

Triggers I have are yelling, getting mad at me, feeling like I did something wrong, guilt-tripping, manipulative behavior, abusive behavior, past relationship trauma, pressuring me when I say no to something, crowded rooms, fnaf glamrock avis, assuming shit, judgemental people, talks about femboys (I do not dislike them at all just personal trauma), etc.Plz do not make sexual jokes towards me or around me, I find them very uncomfortable unless it is in a joking manner and if I know that you are joking. Do not touch me without consent either, only friends and family have that pass for the most partWarning:
I have been doctor-diagnosed with depression and social anxiety so please keep that in mind when interacting with me. Depression makes it hard for me to communicate. I also may have Asperger's Syndrome I have not confirmed it with any doctors yet but I at least show signs of it. Plz bee patient with me tyFears:
I very much have a fear of abandonment and I'm afraid that everyone is gonna leave me someday which is true, not everyone stays and that's ok. It's just hard for me to cope with that since I'm a very clingy person and get attached right away. For those who hurt me in the past and left me I just wanna say fck you and those who stayed thank you all very much. I lv all of you guys very much even if we don't talk a lot anymore just know I'll always bee there for ya'll no matter what happens between us. Know that you are all loved and I'll always bee proud of ya'll no matter what.The other fear I have is beeing vulnerable with someone. I'm afraid of getting too close to someone and actually telling them the truth about how I feel. I'm afraid that they will see right through me one day, through the mask and walls I put up, and decide they don't like it one day. I'm afraid of beeing judged if anything. That if I bee mi true self. Mi true messy self that people won't want to stay anymore because of it, because most of the time they don't want to deal with a sad and lonely person who has so many issues. I'm just afraid that someone will leave me because of miself, so that's why I push people away even though I hate it, to protect miself from beeing hurt ever again.

• #more info about me

♡♡Hobbies
I like doing pottery, painting, art, digital art, spending time in nature, watching movies with mi grandma, going on walks mainly around lakes, baking, singing, dancing, inspiring others, baking, rping, poetry/writing music, crafting, making designs, voice acting, reading, boxing, editing, making song covers, singing to people (people say I'm like a lullaby <33) and so much more <33Favorite colors are indigo♡♡♡, red, blue, purple, green, black, orange, brown, pink (I like all colors tbh but Indigos been mi long time favorite lol)Things I really like are clown/jester dolls♡♡♡♡, emotional support plushies, porcelain dolls♡♡, art dolls, dress up dolls, kandi bracelets, gemstones such as Opal♡♡, Ruby/Garnet, Moonstone, Amethyst, Tanzanite. I like Vintage items and wear, I'm into Pastel goth ♡♡♡, Decora ♡♡, Yume kawa♡♡♡, Gurokawa, tomboyish clothing, emo, and casual mixed <33 ^^ If I had to describe mi clothing attire tho I would say I'm more of Yume Kawa but also the Tomboyish/emo look. I also love tiramisu and kulfi as those are mi favorite desserts lol, Ube and Thai tea are also good 😋💕I am a witch so I like getting into spell work and stuff and I have 7 spirits who live in mi home currently named Mandy (5), Belle (11), Nicolas (4), Jeramie (14), Lily (4 months old), Cheyanne (45?), and Ricky!! (age unknown atm-). I will possibly get more and expand mi family! I have witnessed real ghost events and the paranormal so if that stuff creeps you out then might bee best to stay away from me sorry.Things to know
I do not like being crowded at all, if it is few people around me that is fine but if there is too many in the same room I will start to feel uncomfortable and might leave. I have claustrophobia to bee exact ;v;
If I am not being talked to I will most likely leave plain and simple, I have no reason to bee there if I have no person so ya
Even tho I keep to miself more that doesn't mean I don't like having chats. Plz if you do see me go ahead, come up and talk to me I don't bite :3 (for now)
The more you talk to me the more I will most likely open up to you ^^ It really depends on what kind of person you are quite frankly.
Oftentimes (not many) I will have severe panic attacks, if this is the case plz get me to a safe area and make sure there is no one else around but someone I trust to calm me down. You can mainly tell this by mi groups!! as I do have a panic attack group, mentally ill group etc!
I am very sensitive and do not understand tone very well so make sure to bee clear with me when talking to me.
I do NOT like beeing adopted at all!! It is just weird for me but I do not mind adopting or even having siblings just no parents lol.
Half the time I feel like I annoy people so if that is not the case plz tell me TWT.
I have bad anger issues half the time hence why I go on breaks a lot so if I go on a break I most likely need it to cool off.
If you ever need space or anything like that, make sure to always communicate with me beforehand. I do not get hints very well so.
Because of mi depression, I will isolate myself a lot so if you see me acting weird, either give me space or try to comfort me, either works.
I also have an eating problem where I either overeat or undereat so if you see me not eating tell me to eat plz TWWT.
I do not mind beeing a therapist at all so if you need to talk or vent I will always bee here for you no matter what.
Most of the time I joke around so if I said anything to offend you plz let me know as that is not mi intention at all.
I lv doing voice impressions when I am comfy
I am also a very clingy person so if I get attached, consider yourself lucky because not many people I get attached to anymore.
I laugh/giggle A LOT, if you make me comfortable, prepare for a whole lot of giggling, if you cannot handle this thennn welp your outta luck that's on you.
I tend to get overstimulated a lot depending on the situation which may cause me to switch personalities a lot as a coping mechanism. If this happens most likely give me space and leave me bee or at least try to get mi partner (If I have one) and have them calm me down instead thanks!!
Talks about femboys can trigger me due to personal trauma with them. I do not dislike them at all or anything just haven't had great experiences with them such as harassment, body image issues, gender issues, rs trauma, etc. Plz do not talk about them around me unless I say it is ok. Thanks!
I have abandonment and trust issues so if I ever open up to you I would hope you would keep mi secrets instead of breaking them. I break easily when I get hurt so if I ever become cold towards you yk why or even try to push you away. The more you hurt me the more distant I will become.
Many times I hate the thought of eating or food in general, it just grosses me out. Sometimes I eat when I'm bored but many times I just don't like eating and I don't know why. Gets to the point I'll be eating something then can't finish it because I am tired of eating it or chewing so I just don't
I am a very indecisive person and may say one thing then later do the other, try to keep up and don't really rely on my word.
I may or accidentally trauma dump at times, bee aware!!
I value space and alone time so somedays I might bee a yapper and other days I may not talk to you at all. Please don't take offense to this.
I can also bee childish and hate when people don't understand me.
Might bee a semi-mute when in call or with people, it really depends. Talking too much drains mi energy half the time and makes me tired, but I will talk when I want to and stuff, but please never force me to talk if I don't wish to.
One thing I value is honesty and respect, so if you lie to me, disrespect me, or do any of those things, I will either cut you off or just not trust you anymore because of it. Please keep that in mindI am a certified pro at fake dating, flirting, flustering people, etc. So if it isn't real or I play you, I'm sorry...but perhaps you weren't worth mi time in the first place. (I will only do this if I see you as a dog, like all you care about is mi body, you're a bad person, etc.) Just see if you can play mi little game <33 I kind of have a player/heartbreaker mentality, but only towards men who cannot keep their crap in their pants. Ladies tho I respect <33What are the characters you may ask?
Well as of rn I can do Mickey Mouse, Pikachu, Lumpy Space Princess, Minnie Mouse, Angel Dust, Cartman, Toad?, Peter Griffin, and also make Monkey noises ^^
I can also do other voice impressions as well and just alter mi voice to mi liking so ya its fun to doFandoms I'm into
Steven universe♡♡♡♡, Invaderzim♡♡, Ranma 1/2♡♡♡, Rurouni Kenshin ♡♡♡, Heartstopper ♡♡♡ (Tori springs :DD),Harvest Moon♡♡♡, FNF♡♡, Pikmin♡♡♡, Slime Rancher ♡♡♡, Studio Ghibli ♡♡♡♡♡♡ (all the way), Batman, Joker & Harley♡♡, Bunny Graveyard♡♡♡, Nine Sols♡♡, Life is Strange♡, Night in the woods♡♡, Teen titans, Marc Anthony and Pussyfoot, Chowder♡♡♡. Star vs the forces of evil♡♡♡♡, Plague doctor series♡♡♡♡, Peanuts, NBC (Nightmare before Christmas), AdventureTime!♡♡♡, Crk♡♡♡, Forsaken ♡♡, Cosmo and Wanda, Murder drones ♡♡♡♡, Gravity falls, Gumball, Beaststars, The apothecary diaries ♡♡♡♡, Sugar apple fairy ♡♡♡♡♡, Peak ♡♡♡♡, Scott pilgrim, Scp games ♡♡♡♡, Levels ♡♡♡♡, Horimiya ♡♡♡♡, My dress up darling ♡♡, WateMote ♡♡♡, Fragrant flower blooms with dignity ♡♡♡♡, Date everything ♡♡♡♡♡, Slay the princess ♡♡♡♡, To all the boys I loved before ♡♡♡♡, Smiling friends, Alien stage ♡♡, No, I'm Not A Human ♡♡♡♡, Pony Town!!! ♡♡♡, Stranger Things ♡♡♡, Dandys world, South park, Bittersweet!!! ♡♡♡♡, Flowerfell, Welcome home ♡♡♡, Ouran host club ♡♡♡♡, Franbow ♡♡♡, Duality♡♡♡♡ (Roblox), Block Tales, TBHK, From me to you ♡♡♡, and quite possibly others that I can't think of rn-Favorite fandoms to note
SU (Steven Universe), Invader Zim, FNAF, Tattletail, Adventure Time, MD (Murder Drones), Stardew Valley, Harvest Moon, FNF, BunnyGraveyard, ENA, Pikmin, Duality (Roblox), OHSHC, Aphmau (Favorites are Phoenix Drop Days & Heart Point!), SvtFoE, Sanrio, MH, BTSW, Slime Rancher, Outlast, TBHK, Block Tales, From me to you, etc.Ima Og FNAF fan, been watching it since 8 in 2015, so ya suck it! Also OG Pikmin fan and Harvest Moon fan since 2016, and YES I'm very passionate about it. Aphmau og since 2019, thats when I got into her lol. I LOVE HER SO FRICKIN MUCH AHH!! Mi favorite series are hers are Phoenix Drop Days and Heart Point <33Hyperfixations I have rn are
Duality, Blocktales, TBHK, & Bitter Sweet!!! ♡♡♡♡Artists I really like atm are Unknownspy <33, carouselcrpse
♡♡♡♡, meowlove.world♡♡, livviartt♡♡♡♡, ander101, raspberripop♡♡, ondysayshello♡♡♡, scolopendros♡♡, luvxxmdfan♡♡♡♡♡, synaling♡♡♡, deadlyeyez♡♡, jvrozx♡♡♡, itsmetinyyy7♡♡♡, and idolomantisesMain inspos for mi art are carouselcrpse, livviartt, and luvxx_mdfanSome wally au's I have created are Plush Wally, Pikmin Wally, Tutor wally, Everything changes au, Raven, and sm more to come!! follow mi insta or tiktok to see more post about them ^^